[ four hundred years later, because this tag took me out emotionally.
caelus doesn't expect anything from kanda. an apathetic grunt might have served the same purpose as speaking. it isn't the sort of relationship where he's expecting a helping hand or kind words. there are plenty of others in the village who are ever so eager to be there for him in the wake of losing the gambler and the cowboy.
but it isn't a harumph, it's kanda speaking the truth, because this is the beginning. that was tutorial mode. ]
I don't want to lose anyone else.
[ who does? ]
But if I do, I want to keep moving. I won't forget them and I won't break down.
[ actually, kanda's very kind, isn't he? but it would embarrass him for caelus to speak it. he keeps that to himself.
(and this is why he's shocked when he's called stupid later) ]
[Lose more people. Kanda wouldn't offer platitudes or reassurances regardless of the circumstances, because he doesn't do that kind of thing--but maybe if he'd been at full power, he'd have more faith in his ability to minimize casualties. As it stands, though, the edge he has over anyone else here is a lot smaller than it normally would be. And he's used to losing scores of people in one fell swoop already, so he has very little faith that they'll get out of here with only three victims to show for it. It's best, he thinks, if everyone else figures that out too.]
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caelus doesn't expect anything from kanda. an apathetic grunt might have served the same purpose as speaking. it isn't the sort of relationship where he's expecting a helping hand or kind words. there are plenty of others in the village who are ever so eager to be there for him in the wake of losing the gambler and the cowboy.
but it isn't a harumph, it's kanda speaking the truth, because this is the beginning. that was tutorial mode. ]
I don't want to lose anyone else.
[ who does? ]
But if I do, I want to keep moving. I won't forget them and I won't break down.
[ actually, kanda's very kind, isn't he? but it would embarrass him for caelus to speak it. he keeps that to himself.
(and this is why he's shocked when he's called stupid later) ]
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[Lose more people. Kanda wouldn't offer platitudes or reassurances regardless of the circumstances, because he doesn't do that kind of thing--but maybe if he'd been at full power, he'd have more faith in his ability to minimize casualties. As it stands, though, the edge he has over anyone else here is a lot smaller than it normally would be. And he's used to losing scores of people in one fell swoop already, so he has very little faith that they'll get out of here with only three victims to show for it. It's best, he thinks, if everyone else figures that out too.]
So don't hesitate next time.
[He won't either.]