And. Well. The answer is no, he can't be sure of anything when it comes to the Order. He'd like to think they've learned their lesson, especially after what happened with (redacted), but he's living proof that they probably never will. Kanda would like to believe he'd make a point of dying somewhere out of their reach, or of doing so in a way that rendered him useless to them, but those things are hardly in his control, so. They're daydreams more than anything.]
Probably not. [Almost definitely not, actually--though that's kind of hard for him to conceptualize, even after watching his papercuts and leech bites and whatnot heal so much more slowly than he's used to.] But Lavi would make sure they burned my body if I died here. It's standard procedure.
But also this is a lot--and as it ends, all Kanda can do is stand here for a minute, taking in the Same Hat elements of it all. All the way to mass destruction at the hands of someone wronged.
He almost never asks personal questions--it's one of the things his loved ones tend to like about him, the way they can always trust he won't push and pry. He certainly has no intention of asking for the vast majority of the people here. But this... he can't stop himself from wondering, and he speaks before he even realizes he's done it.]
...Were they involved? [The village that Sephiroth attacked, he means. It's not his business, and his opinions don't matter, but--truthfully, it's not dissimilar to how he felt about Alma's rampage; he can't blame this man for his rage. But he finds himself wanting to know how far it went, even so.]
No. [ too quick, and a little too firm, like the question upsets him. ] Just had the misfortune of renting property to the jackasses that created him. Sephiroth just wants to see the world burns.
Briefly he wonders what kind of group could've done all that but needed to rent a house in a random town instead of having their own government facility, but he doesn't ask.]
Also unfortunately he doesn't really have anything useful to say to that; he just nods, like, alright. Makes sense. Unfortunately even though he sympathizes with Sephiroth's rage, he also understands that sometimes you gotta cut people down to stop them from mass murdering. Er. Mass murdering more than they already have.]
[ sometimes your rage is actually [redacted] and mommy issues, but it's not like cloud knows this either, so unfortunately he cannot tell kanda to please not sympathize with sephiroth
anyway he thinks they have exposed himself enough and the void agrees and retreats so: ]
... This memory shit is gonna happen all week, isn't it?
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And. Well. The answer is no, he can't be sure of anything when it comes to the Order. He'd like to think they've learned their lesson, especially after what happened with (redacted), but he's living proof that they probably never will. Kanda would like to believe he'd make a point of dying somewhere out of their reach, or of doing so in a way that rendered him useless to them, but those things are hardly in his control, so. They're daydreams more than anything.]
I'd have to stay dead first.
[Which, as Cloud saw, is not exactly easy.]
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[ FIFTEEN MINUTES OF UNINTERRUPTED CUTSCENES YOU im sorry pixi ]
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But also this is a lot--and as it ends, all Kanda can do is stand here for a minute, taking in the Same Hat elements of it all. All the way to mass destruction at the hands of someone wronged.
He almost never asks personal questions--it's one of the things his loved ones tend to like about him, the way they can always trust he won't push and pry. He certainly has no intention of asking for the vast majority of the people here. But this... he can't stop himself from wondering, and he speaks before he even realizes he's done it.]
...Were they involved? [The village that Sephiroth attacked, he means. It's not his business, and his opinions don't matter, but--truthfully, it's not dissimilar to how he felt about Alma's rampage; he can't blame this man for his rage. But he finds himself wanting to know how far it went, even so.]
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No. [ too quick, and a little too firm, like the question upsets him. ] Just had the misfortune of renting property to the jackasses that created him. Sephiroth just wants to see the world burns.
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Briefly he wonders what kind of group could've done all that but needed to rent a house in a random town instead of having their own government facility, but he doesn't ask.]
So you're working to stop him?
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also hehe ]
Yeah. He vanished for five years after that. I don't know where he went, but he's more powerful than ever. He's not just lashing out at random.
[ or slowly walking while going im gonna go see my mommy ]
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Also unfortunately he doesn't really have anything useful to say to that; he just nods, like, alright. Makes sense. Unfortunately even though he sympathizes with Sephiroth's rage, he also understands that sometimes you gotta cut people down to stop them from mass murdering. Er. Mass murdering more than they already have.]
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anyway he thinks they have exposed himself enough and the void agrees and retreats so: ]
... This memory shit is gonna happen all week, isn't it?
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He looks so displeased by this thought though.]
...I'm going to talk to those three about it. No one can focus like this.
[How are they supposed to hunt for MONSTERS if MEMORIES ARE FLYING EVERYWHERE except the only one we got was sweet Cloud]
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... Right. If it happens every time we cross paths, then this weekend'll be a shit show.
[ and it was! but not for that. ]