[Normally he would be correct, but Kanda doesn't reject him outright immediately. It looks like he's thinking about something? But whatever it is, he doesn't get a chance to voice it before they are VOIDED!!! Have a memory, Lucas.]
[THIS IS A TERRIBLE FUCKING MEMORY AND ALSO WHO THE HELL IS THAT GUY. My god, being privy to someone else's life through their perspective is a nightmare shitshow. Every time he comes back, he's dizzy and disoriented and reeling from the thoughts and feelings forced upon him as if they were his own, and then he's left to feel like he's just committed some horrible act of invasion even though it's really all outside of his control.
Anyway this is terrible and also why do people keep getting their necks snapped and their heads bashed in and shit and still being alive about it afterward.
Also what the hell were those other snippets and flashes of memories and recollections!! WHAT IS GOING ON IN KANDA'S LIFE AND WORLD. As he tumbles back to himself, his hands rise on instinct toward his eyes, as if he might feel feathers there.]
[Well these are all very valid things to wonder and many people have indeed wondered what the fuck is going on in Kanda's life and world, and maybe Kanda will have some answers
But not right now!!! Because he crumples to the ground, grabbing at his head like he's in pain.]
Nngh--!
[Please excuse all the pained swearing he's about to do, Lucas, cover your delicate ears]
[HE DOESN'T COVER HIS DELICATE EARS BECAUSE HE'S TOO BUSY BEING WORRIED ABOUT KANDA SUDDENLY CRUMPLING HELLO???? Lucas rushes forward instead, kneeling beside him but with his hands hovering just shy of touching because he's like what the hell do i do girl.]
[WELL AT LEAST HE'S CONSCIOUS!!!!! Lucas reels back a little because even though he doesn't have sensitive ears like some people, he's still not used to full volume cursing.]
Ah... Are you--
[He was going to ask if he needs medical help but LOOKING AROUND THEY'RE STILL IN THE VOID.]
[THEY'RE STILL IN THE VOID!!! THERE'S NO RUNNING!!!! Can't believe Kanda is going to die here and Lucas will be stuck with a corpse like a really unfortunate game of Among Us.
If only... but in truth, it only takes a little longer for Kanda to catch his breath, finally lowering one hand from his head to the ground. He holds himself up with a shaking arm, trying to think past the phantom pain in his head.]
[STOP THAT'D BE SO FUNNY CAN YOU IMAGINE COMING OUT OF A MEMSHARE VOID BUT ONE PERSON IS FUCKING DEAD
He's also just looking at Kanda for a second like HE KNOWS THIS IS A RHETORICAL QUESTION (probably) OR A QUESTION KANDA IS ASKING HIMSELF BUT IT STILL CATCHES HIM OFF GUARD FOR A MOMENT. WHAT THE FCK DO YOU MEAN WHO THE FCK WAS THAT.]
You... don't recognize that person?
[He's still hovering, just in case Kanda looks like he needs support.]
With great effort he sits back on his heels--he peers into the distance at nothing as he tries to concentrate, then grits his teeth and shakes his head.]
Nngh... shit. [Imagine if they were in the church for this. Damn.] No. It's--it's there, I think. But I can't--
[He can't focus on it--not for longer than a minute or two before his vision starts to blur and pain cuts through his mind.]
[And then there's Lucas who doesn't have brain problems like Kanda, sitting here thinking about this random rather plain-looking dude like "why is he having this kind of wild effect".]
...You've never seen him before then, but you know-- Or you knew who he was? At some point? Don't hurt yourself, please.
[THEN HE'LL JUST SIT HERE WATCHING KANDA FUCKING DIE PROBABLY IT'S NOT LIKE HE CAN DO SHIT!!!!
He's just frowning, though.]
The weapons? [Lavi had explained a little about Innocence but the main thing he got from it is that it's fuckin rude and chooses people who then get drafted to the army so.] ...Is that what caused that?
It's not the weapons themselves. [He sounds distracted as he talks, obviously trying to force himself through the pain of concentrating.] Innocence is a holy material. It's refined into what we use.
[Unless you're Kanda for reasons and UNLESS YOU'RE THIS GUY APPARENTLY]
But it doesn't matter because then Lucas's memory happens, and he has to live through this. And--while he isn't one to talk about personal things, there are things here that resonate with him, sentiments that he can understand even if the situations are wildly different.
So rarely does he ask questions about others' personal situations, and he doesn't really intend to here, either--but one thing about this gives him pause.]
You're from that island. [He'd nearly forgotten all about it even though he'd noted it down to look into it for Innocence reasons]
[imagine that's actually the case and one person can leave but the other person is just stuck in the void until someone else comes along to memshare with them. i think that'd be a funny mechanic
BUT ANYWAY!!! This is fine. Lucas is used to people's different reactions by this point, and this is one of his more benign memories despite the many implications within it, so he's not overly troubled. This statement does seem to surprise him a bit, though.]
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No. Everyone else is probably out there already. [Too crowded... everyone is getting gas]
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So I take it the answer to "would you like to have a look with me" would be "no"?
[It's fine because they're about to get memshare voided ANYWAY.]
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Anyway this is terrible and also why do people keep getting their necks snapped and their heads bashed in and shit and still being alive about it afterward.
Also what the hell were those other snippets and flashes of memories and recollections!! WHAT IS GOING ON IN KANDA'S LIFE AND WORLD. As he tumbles back to himself, his hands rise on instinct toward his eyes, as if he might feel feathers there.]
Who—?
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But not right now!!! Because he crumples to the ground, grabbing at his head like he's in pain.]
Nngh--!
[Please excuse all the pained swearing he's about to do, Lucas, cover your delicate ears]
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Kanda—!!
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[Well, at least he's conscious.]
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Ah... Are you--
[He was going to ask if he needs medical help but LOOKING AROUND THEY'RE STILL IN THE VOID.]
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If only... but in truth, it only takes a little longer for Kanda to catch his breath, finally lowering one hand from his head to the ground. He holds himself up with a shaking arm, trying to think past the phantom pain in his head.]
Who the fuck... was that...
[AS IF LUCAS WOULD KNOW]
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He's also just looking at Kanda for a second like HE KNOWS THIS IS A RHETORICAL QUESTION (probably) OR A QUESTION KANDA IS ASKING HIMSELF BUT IT STILL CATCHES HIM OFF GUARD FOR A MOMENT. WHAT THE FCK DO YOU MEAN WHO THE FCK WAS THAT.]
You... don't recognize that person?
[He's still hovering, just in case Kanda looks like he needs support.]
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With great effort he sits back on his heels--he peers into the distance at nothing as he tries to concentrate, then grits his teeth and shakes his head.]
Nngh... shit. [Imagine if they were in the church for this. Damn.] No. It's--it's there, I think. But I can't--
[He can't focus on it--not for longer than a minute or two before his vision starts to blur and pain cuts through his mind.]
I don't think... I'd ever seen him before then.
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...You've never seen him before then, but you know-- Or you knew who he was? At some point? Don't hurt yourself, please.
[NO STRAINING BRAINS ON HIS WATCH.]
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["Don't hurt yourself" except what if he does just that trying to focus WHAT THEN LUCAS
He pivots instead of finishing his thought, shaking his head slightly.]
No one can use Innocence like that.
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He's just frowning, though.]
The weapons? [Lavi had explained a little about Innocence but the main thing he got from it is that it's fuckin rude and chooses people who then get drafted to the army so.] ...Is that what caused that?
[THE EYEBALL FEATHERS.]
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[Unless you're Kanda for reasons and UNLESS YOU'RE THIS GUY APPARENTLY]
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And using it in such a way clearly isn't typical... [A small frown.] Are you still trying to think about it?
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[JUST ANSWERS STRAIGHTFORWARDLY as he peers at nothing]
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Wait— Couldn't you hurt yourself?!
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[HE DOESN'T WANT TO BE HERE WHEN BRAIN EXPLOSIONS HAPPEN.]
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I need to go.
[He needs to track down Lavi to figure this shit out BUT THEY ARE STILL IN THE VOID!!! GIVE MEM]
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[NOT GOING TO WORK WHILE THEY'RE IN THE VOID but it's fine, a new memory happens! Yippie!]
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But it doesn't matter because then Lucas's memory happens, and he has to live through this. And--while he isn't one to talk about personal things, there are things here that resonate with him, sentiments that he can understand even if the situations are wildly different.
So rarely does he ask questions about others' personal situations, and he doesn't really intend to here, either--but one thing about this gives him pause.]
You're from that island. [He'd nearly forgotten all about it even though he'd noted it down to look into it for Innocence reasons]
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BUT ANYWAY!!! This is fine. Lucas is used to people's different reactions by this point, and this is one of his more benign memories despite the many implications within it, so he's not overly troubled. This statement does seem to surprise him a bit, though.]
...Mathis and I are both from Arpéchéle, yes.
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[Demands information explains nothing]
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