[At that, his jaw tightens, and he looks away--out the window, which shows only a dark, quiet forest. He doesn't really care if the other side would do better with Lavi over there. He isn't mature and selfless enough for that.]
They could've done better if they weren't so soft-hearted.
[OOCly they need people for trial and endgame, but Kanda doesn't know that, so he's irritated--about Ashlyn being left alive, about their numbers not being in the right place, all of it. About how long ago he wrote Lavi, how frustrating it was to be unable to speak freely with him on Wednesday, and each day he's woken up to see Lavi still in danger. All of it has built on the restlessness he's felt since finding out he couldn't do anything but sit around and wait to die, compounded by the events of the house--of even failing to save Kate, despite how hard he'd tried.]
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They could've done better if they weren't so soft-hearted.
[OOCly they need people for trial and endgame, but Kanda doesn't know that, so he's irritated--about Ashlyn being left alive, about their numbers not being in the right place, all of it. About how long ago he wrote Lavi, how frustrating it was to be unable to speak freely with him on Wednesday, and each day he's woken up to see Lavi still in danger. All of it has built on the restlessness he's felt since finding out he couldn't do anything but sit around and wait to die, compounded by the events of the house--of even failing to save Kate, despite how hard he'd tried.]