[I SEE THINGS HAPPENED IN DGM AFTER I STOPPED READING... also lmk if you want a return mem from this list, or just any cws to avoid!
neither of them have touched a single feeling in any of their conversations, but. this is a lot. and she looks quite a bit upset for him, but in a way where she's not sure if she's allowed to be.]
... You friend and your lover. The Noah turned them into one of those things? Akuma?
[kanda... your life is a nightmare, actually...........]
[smiles through my tears THINGS SURE DO HAPPEN!!! Also grabs this list IF YOU HAVE ANYTHING PARTICULAR IN MIND I'M HAPPY TO GO WITH THAT otherwise I'd say "It's that dream again" or "I can promise you a peaceful fall" !!!
And these are good questions to ask but he ignores them all to make
He doesn't answer right away. But finally, quietly--]
If he doesn't find one soon, I'll kill him.
[It's his responsibility, after all. He's the reason it's gotten this bad in the first place, regardless of the circumstances that led to the awakening. And... he owes it to Allen, to put him out of his misery before he can hurt the people he cares about, before he can become a prisoner in his own mind.]
[before he can have an allergic reaction to feelings, however, they will both be treated to more memories. i was going to give you the ones you mentioned, but. looks at this possession shit. it's fine.]
[He bursts into hives and dies before he sees this memory (no)
The two of them truly haven't spoken much about personal things--at least not beyond what Kanda thought was necessary to share in their current situation--and while that's partly why he doesn't mind her company, it also means there's a lot to take in here that he has no context for. And normally that wouldn't even matter much, since Kanda doesn't typically ask questions, but this feels important enough to get clarification on.
[see. there are two very concerning girls in that memory, so she just. awkwardly looks away for a second despite knowing which one he most likely means, before asking:]
[He'll believe her, since he doesn't have much reason not to; if anything, her devil seems easier to handle than the monster they've got to deal with now, so. If he starts to notice anything strange or suspicious, that's another story, but for now, he's satisfied.]
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neither of them have touched a single feeling in any of their conversations, but. this is a lot. and she looks quite a bit upset for him, but in a way where she's not sure if she's allowed to be.]
... You friend and your lover. The Noah turned them into one of those things? Akuma?
[kanda... your life is a nightmare, actually...........]
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And these are good questions to ask but he ignores them all to make
such a disgusted face]
That idiot beansprout is not my friend.
[AS IF THAT'S THE MOST IMPORTANT THING HERE]
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[SIR...]
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I hate that little brat.
[DISREGARD EVERYTHING YOU JUST SAW THAT CONTRADICTS THIS STATEMENT, ASA
But anyway, to finally answer her question--]
He's not an Akuma. We're still trying to figure out what the hell's wrong with him. [...] Besides his personality. [STOP]
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[incredibly believable! she will allow him to be tsundere in peace.]
So he went rogue but you don't know why. Are you trying to save him?
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It's more like possession... [Tch] He was refusing to talk about it, so I don't know a lot.
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You think there's a way to save him, even though he might be possessed?
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He doesn't answer right away. But finally, quietly--]
If he doesn't find one soon, I'll kill him.
[It's his responsibility, after all. He's the reason it's gotten this bad in the first place, regardless of the circumstances that led to the awakening. And... he owes it to Allen, to put him out of his misery before he can hurt the people he cares about, before he can become a prisoner in his own mind.]
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Kanda... I'm sorry.
[before he can have an allergic reaction to feelings, however, they will both be treated to more memories. i was going to give you the ones you mentioned, but. looks at this possession shit. it's fine.]
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The two of them truly haven't spoken much about personal things--at least not beyond what Kanda thought was necessary to share in their current situation--and while that's partly why he doesn't mind her company, it also means there's a lot to take in here that he has no context for. And normally that wouldn't even matter much, since Kanda doesn't typically ask questions, but this feels important enough to get clarification on.
But he has no tact, so:]
Who's that other girl? [IS IT ASA 2? A GHOST? ??]
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Which one?
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[Or so she said? He thinks]
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Is she here?
[Or the real question: Do they need to worry about two monsters in Asa's ear?]
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I haven't seen her since we woke up here.
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[He'll believe her, since he doesn't have much reason not to; if anything, her devil seems easier to handle than the monster they've got to deal with now, so. If he starts to notice anything strange or suspicious, that's another story, but for now, he's satisfied.]