[I have no idea how we're going to get CR when we're both feral cats but it's fine IT'S FINE
Kanda is existing...!! He's in his normal clothes with his hair in a ponytail and a sheathed sword in hand. The word falling can be seen on the back of his hand as he stands with his arms crossed, frowning at the plaque with his name on it. Why this.]
[He... is not! Once Boothill's body burns away, Kanda immediately strides away from the execution, sheathing his sword as he goes. He makes his way away from the crowd, heading towards the woods! She can follow if she wants? Or he'll probably come back eventually. Whichever.]
[ sure, she's curious enough to follow him as he heads towards the woods, and it doesn't look like he's SUPER SAD and or UPSET. so no feelings to deal with. maybe, who knows. ]
[It's true, he doesn't look sad or upset! He does look... distracted, a little, like he has things on his mind, but he certainly isn't about to burst into tears.
He heads off just until he hits the fog borderline, where he'll settle in to start doing some sword forms, running through them. He seems pretty comfortable navigating the space without getting too close to the fog, which is probably because he's been out here doing this every day like a loser with no other hobbies.]
[Agreed... this is why he's out here all the time. Imagine being social and wanting to talk about feelings. What does he look like, a blond architect?
But that also means he's just quietly going to go back to what he's doing... sometimes a PC is silent and that's okay. Hilariously this means she's decently high on his list of people he doesn't mind. Bless.]
[ feelings talk..... gross. it's fine that's what lavi is around for.
also this is so funny, IT REALLY IS A SILENT PC. but y'know he's not fighting her or chasing her off so this really is just cat :handshake: cat communication. she will continue to vibe here. ]
[Yeah he's probably out here. Further than before, knowing what's going on this week, and a little more tense with her being here this time because of it, but not enough to throw off his routine and leave, at least not yet.
I mean the wish! We'll definitely get back home, the horned Seers said they would help us with that, but the wish upgrade might be the only possible thing that can fix the person that needs it.
The memory plays out, and it's difficult to tell what Kanda thinks about it, if anything at all in that memory resonated with him or not. He doesn't bother pretending like he didn't see it, because they're both so blatantly thrown into it, but his face is unreadable. When it ends, he simply responds to what she was saying before like nothing happened.]
and honestly, no reaction is better than a reaction when some people would probably apologize or be sad at her and she can't handle those emotions. but also she just grits her fangs at him. TCH. ]
Then just give me the first letter at least! So I can move on!
[ HOSPITAL BABY, though she doesn't look or seem to recognize him when he enters the room, her ears do perk at the sound and she seems exhausted, tired but also guarded since she can't flippen see so she has to ask but ]
[OUR SWEET BLIND CAT!!!! SILLY CAT DON'T YOU KNOW THAT NOT SEEING THINGS IS FOR A TRIO OF MICE WHO ARE REALLY INTO AEROBIC EXERCISE]
Kanda. [He won't stay long, at least; he's mostly just making sure she's not falling to pieces. He's terrible at comfort and doesn't usually ask personal questions, though these adventures are a little different.] Are your memories okay?
[His were fucked up and so were Caelus's, so he has to ask.]
Ah. [ there's a brief blip of surprise at that. to be fair, she's not good at comfort either, but she began to think that just maybe he wanted to know about what they went through. but that question comes and she doesn't say anything
her emotions are... conflicted. guilty. hollow. ] I don't know. We spent our whole life over there that it gets... but I know it ain't real.
a nod, though she reaches to try and scratch at one of her ears as she talks ]
S'what it felt like, and we had memories to back it up? I guess. I remember my childhood on that land, growing up, what I did for a living and stuff.. remember the.. family I made there with people. Just a whole made-up life.
But wow this sounds super fucked up. Damn. He already hated seeing his loved ones die on his CYOA--he can't imagine how pissed he'd be to return from one and find out that his wholeass life was a lie. That's already his reality he doesn't need it on CYOA too.]
Do you--know them? Your... family. [In reality, he means, if she can tell.]
But also do you want to do a silly shitpost AU memory!!! I can come up with one if you'd like
Otherwise he is here--either in the dojo running through his morning exercises, or carefully poking around the new places. He can be at the new clothing store if you prefer that!!]
[Kanda finishes his stretches in the locker room alone. Outside, he can hear the roar of the crowd, and the smell of chlorine permeates the air. The floor is damp beneath his bare feet, but he prefers it that way. It's like being connected to the waters of the earth.
Izutsumi pokes her head in. She's dressed in a full-body swimsuit, scuba-style. Her cat ears poke through her swim cap, and she still has cat feet, but she's lacking a tail, for some reason. "Hurry up, slowpoke! Everyone's waiting on you!"
Briskly, Kanda nods, puts his own swim cap on, and moves to follow her.
This is it. They're finally here... at nationasl.]
Week 0, Monday
Kanda is existing...!! He's in his normal clothes with his hair in a ponytail and a sheathed sword in hand. The word falling can be seen on the back of his hand as he stands with his arms crossed, frowning at the plaque with his name on it. Why this.]
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izutsumi is also existing in her default clothes. stares at the plaque, then at him. well more like the word on his hand. ]
What are you doing?
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He glances at her, then back at the plaque.]
I don't want my name here. [This isn't his house. Why this]
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[ THAT'S NOT HOW IT WORKS ]
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He taps it experimentally with the edge of his sword. Nothing happens... it does not budge.]
Tch.
WEEK 0, SUNDAY POST-EXE.
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He heads off just until he hits the fog borderline, where he'll settle in to start doing some sword forms, running through them. He seems pretty comfortable navigating the space without getting too close to the fog, which is probably because he's been out here doing this every day like a loser with no other hobbies.]
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she's about to cry over how boring he is, damn. she just lounges high up in a tree and lets him do that HELP. ]
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Eventually, if she hangs around long enough, he'll call out.]
Do you want something?
[She's not distracting him so he won't care if she says "no" and just continues to hang, but it's worth asking.]
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No, not really.
[ that sure is her answer, she yawns a little before she stretches. ]
Quieter out here. Less people.
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[Agreed... this is why he's out here all the time. Imagine being social and wanting to talk about feelings. What does he look like, a blond architect?
But that also means he's just quietly going to go back to what he's doing... sometimes a PC is silent and that's okay. Hilariously this means she's decently high on his list of people he doesn't mind. Bless.]
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also this is so funny, IT REALLY IS A SILENT PC. but y'know he's not fighting her or chasing her off so this really is just cat :handshake: cat communication. she will continue to vibe here. ]
WEEK 2, MONDAY.
maybe he's practicing his sword stuff for a bit or whatever he's doing but she'll pipe up from where she's perched on a tree branch. ]
Hey. If I tell you my monster, tell me yours?
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Anyway, flatly:]
No.
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Why not? Don't you have something to wish for? Or is it because of that whole tied-connection thing?
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And to make it worse, his tone is utterly unmoved by her frustration.]
I don't want anything.
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Even though the wishes really do work? What about if your partner really needs it?
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[That's not what she meant Kanda]
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I mean the wish! We'll definitely get back home, the horned Seers said they would help us with that, but the wish upgrade might be the only possible thing that can fix the person that needs it.
[ wow izutsumi don't sound like it's personal ]
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[OKAY,]
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[ SHE IS QUICKLY RUNNING OUT OF IDEAS HERE OBVIOUSLY ]
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That doesn't even make sense. [Local man doesn't understand murdergames, potential endgame requirements]
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[ is that even correct. anyways she moves in a stance. ] Fine, we can do it a different way, I'll fight you and if I win--
[ nah, it's shadows ensnaring them both for memory time. ]
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The memory plays out, and it's difficult to tell what Kanda thinks about it, if anything at all in that memory resonated with him or not. He doesn't bother pretending like he didn't see it, because they're both so blatantly thrown into it, but his face is unreadable. When it ends, he simply responds to what she was saying before like nothing happened.]
No.
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and honestly, no reaction is better than a reaction when some people would probably apologize or be sad at her and she can't handle those emotions. but also she just grits her fangs at him. TCH. ]
Then just give me the first letter at least! So I can move on!
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[Perhaps there are one or two things that might get him to change his stance, but--for now, he's not budging.]
Week 5, Thursday
Unfortunately he didn't bring fish. He sucks. But he's here to see if she's alive... where is our catte!!!]
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..Who.
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Kanda. [He won't stay long, at least; he's mostly just making sure she's not falling to pieces. He's terrible at comfort and doesn't usually ask personal questions, though these adventures are a little different.] Are your memories okay?
[His were fucked up and so were Caelus's, so he has to ask.]
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Ah. [ there's a brief blip of surprise at that. to be fair, she's not good at comfort either, but she began to think that just maybe he wanted to know about what they went through. but that question comes and she doesn't say anything
her emotions are... conflicted. guilty. hollow. ] I don't know. We spent our whole life over there that it gets... but I know it ain't real.
[ there's the slight bit hesitation though. ]
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He frowns a little.]
Your... whole life?
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a nod, though she reaches to try and scratch at one of her ears as she talks ]
S'what it felt like, and we had memories to back it up? I guess. I remember my childhood on that land, growing up, what I did for a living and stuff.. remember the.. family I made there with people. Just a whole made-up life.
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But wow this sounds super fucked up. Damn. He already hated seeing his loved ones die on his CYOA--he can't imagine how pissed he'd be to return from one and find out that his wholeass life was a lie. That's already his reality he doesn't need it on CYOA too.]
Do you--know them? Your... family. [In reality, he means, if she can tell.]
Week 6, Monday
But also do you want to do a silly shitpost AU memory!!! I can come up with one if you'd like
Otherwise he is here--either in the dojo running through his morning exercises, or carefully poking around the new places. He can be at the new clothing store if you prefer that!!]
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they can poke around together, given she's checking out the new store curiously ] --Any weird curse to it?
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[Kanda finishes his stretches in the locker room alone. Outside, he can hear the roar of the crowd, and the smell of chlorine permeates the air. The floor is damp beneath his bare feet, but he prefers it that way. It's like being connected to the waters of the earth.
Izutsumi pokes her head in. She's dressed in a full-body swimsuit, scuba-style. Her cat ears poke through her swim cap, and she still has cat feet, but she's lacking a tail, for some reason. "Hurry up, slowpoke! Everyone's waiting on you!"
Briskly, Kanda nods, puts his own swim cap on, and moves to follow her.
This is it. They're finally here... at nationasl.]
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[ WHAT IN THE DING DONG IS THIS NATIONASL AU - not her exact words, but the confusion is as clear as day. ]
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I... [????] Swimming?
[HE CAN'T SWIM]