[ HOSPITAL BABY, though she doesn't look or seem to recognize him when he enters the room, her ears do perk at the sound and she seems exhausted, tired but also guarded since she can't flippen see so she has to ask but ]
[OUR SWEET BLIND CAT!!!! SILLY CAT DON'T YOU KNOW THAT NOT SEEING THINGS IS FOR A TRIO OF MICE WHO ARE REALLY INTO AEROBIC EXERCISE]
Kanda. [He won't stay long, at least; he's mostly just making sure she's not falling to pieces. He's terrible at comfort and doesn't usually ask personal questions, though these adventures are a little different.] Are your memories okay?
[His were fucked up and so were Caelus's, so he has to ask.]
Ah. [ there's a brief blip of surprise at that. to be fair, she's not good at comfort either, but she began to think that just maybe he wanted to know about what they went through. but that question comes and she doesn't say anything
her emotions are... conflicted. guilty. hollow. ] I don't know. We spent our whole life over there that it gets... but I know it ain't real.
a nod, though she reaches to try and scratch at one of her ears as she talks ]
S'what it felt like, and we had memories to back it up? I guess. I remember my childhood on that land, growing up, what I did for a living and stuff.. remember the.. family I made there with people. Just a whole made-up life.
But wow this sounds super fucked up. Damn. He already hated seeing his loved ones die on his CYOA--he can't imagine how pissed he'd be to return from one and find out that his wholeass life was a lie. That's already his reality he doesn't need it on CYOA too.]
Do you--know them? Your... family. [In reality, he means, if she can tell.]
Week 5, Thursday
Unfortunately he didn't bring fish. He sucks. But he's here to see if she's alive... where is our catte!!!]
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..Who.
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Kanda. [He won't stay long, at least; he's mostly just making sure she's not falling to pieces. He's terrible at comfort and doesn't usually ask personal questions, though these adventures are a little different.] Are your memories okay?
[His were fucked up and so were Caelus's, so he has to ask.]
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Ah. [ there's a brief blip of surprise at that. to be fair, she's not good at comfort either, but she began to think that just maybe he wanted to know about what they went through. but that question comes and she doesn't say anything
her emotions are... conflicted. guilty. hollow. ] I don't know. We spent our whole life over there that it gets... but I know it ain't real.
[ there's the slight bit hesitation though. ]
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He frowns a little.]
Your... whole life?
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a nod, though she reaches to try and scratch at one of her ears as she talks ]
S'what it felt like, and we had memories to back it up? I guess. I remember my childhood on that land, growing up, what I did for a living and stuff.. remember the.. family I made there with people. Just a whole made-up life.
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But wow this sounds super fucked up. Damn. He already hated seeing his loved ones die on his CYOA--he can't imagine how pissed he'd be to return from one and find out that his wholeass life was a lie. That's already his reality he doesn't need it on CYOA too.]
Do you--know them? Your... family. [In reality, he means, if she can tell.]