Thinks about biting Kanda because Lavi’s libido doesn’t live in a dusty broom closet it lives in a CASTLE but also what if Kanda thinks he’s starting a fight for real… he kisses the top of Kanda’s head instead, mwah]
[oh to be beaten up by kanda and then to get kissed by him (flush)
Lavi could really keep talking FOREVER but Kanda said 'go to sleep' minutes ago, so he'll finally take his advice, squeezing Kanda closer to him as he drifts off to have a gay little dream before their gay little date...
he instinctively holds on when he feels Kanda starting to detach at (looks at hand) ASS O'CLOCK IN THE MORNIN BECAUSE THAT'S WHEN KANDA GETS UP!!!!! blinking slowly in sleep]
Is it mornin' already...?
[also surprise his hair is also in an insane bed head for some reason]
[I CAN'T BELIEVE NO ONE TALKED TO LAVI ABOUT HIS MASOCHISM THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRETY OF SCAWWY
Luckily Lavi decides to be a good boy and engage in his all-time favorite activity of snoozing... or is it now his second favorite activity after banging... much to consider. Kanda, despite cutting him off and settling in first, takes longer to fall asleep--he spends the time after Lavi dozes off simply studying him, watching all the pieces of his mask slip away the deeper Lavi sinks into sleep. It's hardly the first time he's seen Lavi's sleeping face, but... it's different, now, compared to the simple mutual trust of exorcists. There's a deeper vulnerability in the way Lavi clings to him, in the way his brow smooths out, as though their closeness has taken Lavi past ordinary rest and into something almost truly peaceful.
Kanda's not delusional; sharing a bed will not cure them of nightmares. Not with the things they've seen, the horrors they've lived through. But so soon after their weeks of separation, he can't deny that there's some comfort in this tangibility. Maybe it'll change later, but for now, he doesn't want to pull away any more than Lavi wants to let him go.
Eventually, he lifts a hand to rest on Lavi's chest, fingers curled lightly against his collarbone. Thinks about (Tiedoll voice) HE SLEEPS ON HIS RIGHT SIDE ♥ god SO STUPID. But eventually he does fall asleep too... and with his slowed healing, he needs more than he used to, except that "more" is probably like. 5 hours instead of 4 and it's still probably pre-dawn because Kanda is RIDICULOUS
Honestly, he'd been halfway considering just letting Lavi sleep and leaving on his own--even though he would COMPLAIN about missing out, and it's not like Kanda doesn't understand where he's coming from, but still--BUT Lavi wakes up before he can make up his mind, so the choice is taken out of his hands. He sits up, and looks at Lavi's hair and snorts. LAVI... YOUR BEDHEAD..... unfortunately Kanda has gone from thinking it's annoying (who cares) to thinking it's annoying (funny)... HE IS ALSO SO STUPID]
Yeah. [MORNING BY TECHNICALITY AND KANDA'S INSANE STANDARDS] Still coming?
sleeping and banging almost even out but banging takes the lead for lavi's favorite activity.... by just a smidgeon.... truly a surprising plot twist no one saw coming at all. at least banging doesn't give him a weird hairdo like sleeping does. why DOES that happen, yet another one of the many bookman clan mysteries. Instead of also sitting up, Lavi rolls over and slings his arms around Kanda's waist instead. apparently Lavi is as needy in the morning as he is at night... who could have guessed this about him]
Mmyeah.
[he says YEAH even though his actions say OTHERWISE. his hold on Kanda isn't annoyingly tight at least, just touchy in the way Lavi always is. it feels a little like a morning in scawwy, except they're both naked and in bed together... so not like a morning in scawwy actually. it's an entirely new thing, defined by the relationship they now have together, which if Lavi had to put a name to it... maybe it counts as being "together"? but that's a future lavi question lavi will get to muse when gojo and geto break into the dgm world to angrily interrogate him about his dating status with kanda. for now, he will very much enjoy fighting off the sleepies while his hair continues to be wild and free.]
[It's true... no one could tease him about Kanda after week 4
Predictably, Kanda huffs--but he doesn't shove Lavi off immediately, even though he's definitely way more awake than Lavi. Instead, he drops his hand down to Lavi's head, effectively flattening some of his hair. If he's having any similar thoughts about this moment, about what this is, what they are--it doesn't show on his face, or in his voice.]
I'm leaving in ten minutes.
[If Lavi's up and ready, he can come, otherwise Kanda will leave him behind, and Lavi can show up on his own time. It may seem merciless, but it's a far more generous warning than he would've given in the past, i.e. no warning at all beyond the slamming of the door as he left without a word,]
[the weight of Kanda's hand on top of his head feels comforting, and it's almost tempting to whittle away those ten minutes and longer in bed, arms wrapped snugly around Kanda until the other man leaves. but that's the problem -- he doesn't want Kanda to leave. only a night and Lavi's already spoiled spending it all with Kanda, and he's loathe to let it end so soon.
he pushes himself up to sitting with one hand, the other still coiled loosely around Kanda. the expression on his face is still a little sleepy... but undeniably fond as he tilts his head and moves closer, brushing his lips over Kanda's,]
I'll get ready in five.
[surely they can spend the other five making out....]
Lavi takes the opportunity that Kanda doesn't deny him by planting a kiss on those judgemental lips, hehehe. Usually he'd engage in a little back and forth with Kanda, but he only has (looks at hand) four minutes and forty-five seconds left? He's on the clock here!! He's going to get his kisses!!! (Unless Kanda shoves him off at the two minute mark but listen) He will NOT put on his pants until he absolutely has to!!!
He will also maybe not pay attention to his own mental clock the more he kisses Kanda, maybe time.... is a concept.... of little significance... compared to how soft and warm Kanda's lips are against his..... maybe these '5 minutes' will slide into six... seven.... eight..........]
These are my thoughts and they will also probably be Lavi's thoughts because unfortunately...... even though Kanda likes kissing and is a willing participant here, he is already LATE for his daily routine, so as soon as ten minutes are up he shoves Lavi back and swings his legs off the bed to get up so he can leave
[HOW DID HE TIME IT SO EXACTLY!!!!! Lavi gapes after him like an IDIOD, but only for half a second, and then speedily attempts to reattach his limbs around Kanda before he can stand up.... back hug time......]
Yuu...! [(pleading lavi voice) YUUuUUUuuuUUUUu] Just five more minutes, yeah?
[debates whether to waste another minute ogling Kanda getting dressed like a freak... decides against it and instead also GETS DRESSED!!! he has maybe 25% of a bedhead now, but he foregoes taming the rest of it in favor of trailing after Kanda when he leaves to meditate and do 5000 sword thrusts. it's still BEFORE SUNRISE so it's pretty cold, and Lavi dramatically shivers as he reaches for Kanda's hand]
It's chilly! Want me to warm you up?
[he won't stop Kanda from getting to his destination... but he cannot resist Contact the whole time!!! he's only human!!!!]
[Honestly he mostly allows this because he's impressed Lavi actually behaved and got ready to head out with him like a good boy
That, and it's nice out here, by Kanda standards--quiet and still, in those gray early hours that happen before the romantic dawn. It keeps him mellow and content, in his own ways; unfortunately, a Kanda in a good mood is still a BULLY, so he huffs a laugh.]
You'll be plenty warm after I kick your ass. [KANDA IT'S TOO EARLY FOR THIS]
[it really is too early for violence… but Kanda gave him a small taste of it earlier so Lavi can absolutely be stockholmed into it throughout this chilly morning. He continues to enjoy holding Kanda’s hand, smiling at the sound of the closest Kanda will ever be to laughing.]
As nice as that sounds —- [okay MASOCHIST] M’not going down without a real fight this time. Not when a kiss is on the line.
[You know, he was going to let Lavi have his kisses even if he lost, as long as he kept it up long enough for Kanda to feel satisfied
But he's taking it so seriously that the idea of winning and denying him is so tempting... it's sooooo tempting... WHAT'S THE POINT OF DATING IF HE DOESN'T GET TO BE MEAN TO LAVI FOR HIS OWN AMUSEMENT]
You'd better wake up faster, then. [Not that Kanda... holds back normally...... but this time he really won't]
[THAT'S NOT CALLED DATING THAT'S CALLED BULLYING? Lavi pulls a face because he feels this ominous energy shift and he's not sure that he likes it even though he's a masochist at heart. he didn't go through ALL this EFFORT to be PUMMELED BEFORE DAWN. He squeezes closer, his expression now Pleading,]
I woke up early so I could watch the sunrise with you....
[REMEMBER, KANDA??? REMEMBER???]
the way I got confused bc I was logged in as kaveh... locked out of my own post
[DISGRUNTLED VIBES... mostly because he is mollified by this and he's annoyed about this self-revelation... who would've thought his patience could be bought so easily??? Death (slightly more permanent than usual) really changed him, damn.
Either way, he stops bitching for now; once they're out far enough away from the town, he'll actually let Lavi pull ahead and pick a good spot for them, since it doesn't really matter to him where they sit. GO ON LAVI]
[Lavi doesn't take too long -- they have a sunrise to catch and he knows the limits of Kanda's patience -- eventually picking out a spot on a hill not so different from the one yesterday. This time, Lavi heads towards a tall, flowering tree, picking a spot underneath its branches. The hill itself is covered in what looks like flowers, all with their buds still tightly closed. Lavi inspects one of them, turning the bud between his fingers with obvious curiosity,]
One of the locals said they're real pretty when they're in bloom. Said that they even put roses to shame.
[though at the moment they're just closed, but Lavi has a wild imagination for a reason,]
LMFKJHDG he's just stuck in the roller coaster dimension forever
[Kanda leaves because this is reminding him too much of Tiedoll
No I'm kidding. He just follows Lavi through the field, sitting down beside Lavi once he chooses the spot he likes. It's quiet out here, enough that Kanda feels comfortable putting Mugen down beside him and leaning back on his hand instead.
He glances over when Lavi speaks up, looking at the bud in his hand before he turns his gaze back to the horizon.]
They're musk-mallows. [His random knowledge strikes again] It's probably too early for them.
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He huffs at that, though, in that roughly amused way he has.]
Only if you last more than five minutes.
["Kanda what if you just DIDN'T use your full strength on him" no Lavi can take it]
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Thinks about biting Kanda because Lavi’s libido doesn’t live in a dusty broom closet it lives in a CASTLE but also what if Kanda thinks he’s starting a fight for real… he kisses the top of Kanda’s head instead, mwah]
If that’s what you want.
[he unfortunately can take it… it’s the m in him]
But if I win, then you have to kiss me.
[GUESS WHOS STILL GONNA BE HORNY IN THE MORNING]
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Deal.
[Getting what he wants for something he would've done anyway, THE BEST KIND OF TRADE]
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Lavi could really keep talking FOREVER but Kanda said 'go to sleep' minutes ago, so he'll finally take his advice, squeezing Kanda closer to him as he drifts off to have a gay little dream before their gay little date...
he instinctively holds on when he feels Kanda starting to detach at (looks at hand) ASS O'CLOCK IN THE MORNIN BECAUSE THAT'S WHEN KANDA GETS UP!!!!! blinking slowly in sleep]
Is it mornin' already...?
[also surprise his hair is also in an insane bed head for some reason]
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Luckily Lavi decides to be a good boy and engage in his all-time favorite activity of snoozing... or is it now his second favorite activity after banging... much to consider. Kanda, despite cutting him off and settling in first, takes longer to fall asleep--he spends the time after Lavi dozes off simply studying him, watching all the pieces of his mask slip away the deeper Lavi sinks into sleep. It's hardly the first time he's seen Lavi's sleeping face, but... it's different, now, compared to the simple mutual trust of exorcists. There's a deeper vulnerability in the way Lavi clings to him, in the way his brow smooths out, as though their closeness has taken Lavi past ordinary rest and into something almost truly peaceful.
Kanda's not delusional; sharing a bed will not cure them of nightmares. Not with the things they've seen, the horrors they've lived through. But so soon after their weeks of separation, he can't deny that there's some comfort in this tangibility. Maybe it'll change later, but for now, he doesn't want to pull away any more than Lavi wants to let him go.
Eventually, he lifts a hand to rest on Lavi's chest, fingers curled lightly against his collarbone. Thinks about (Tiedoll voice) HE SLEEPS ON HIS RIGHT SIDE ♥ god SO STUPID. But eventually he does fall asleep too... and with his slowed healing, he needs more than he used to, except that "more" is probably like. 5 hours instead of 4 and it's still probably pre-dawn because Kanda is RIDICULOUS
Honestly, he'd been halfway considering just letting Lavi sleep and leaving on his own--even though he would COMPLAIN about missing out, and it's not like Kanda doesn't understand where he's coming from, but still--BUT Lavi wakes up before he can make up his mind, so the choice is taken out of his hands. He sits up, and looks at Lavi's hair and snorts. LAVI... YOUR BEDHEAD..... unfortunately Kanda has gone from thinking it's annoying (who cares) to thinking it's annoying (funny)... HE IS ALSO SO STUPID]
Yeah. [MORNING BY TECHNICALITY AND KANDA'S INSANE STANDARDS] Still coming?
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sleeping and banging almost even out but banging takes the lead for lavi's favorite activity.... by just a smidgeon.... truly a surprising plot twist no one saw coming at all. at least banging doesn't give him a weird hairdo like sleeping does. why DOES that happen, yet another one of the many bookman clan mysteries. Instead of also sitting up, Lavi rolls over and slings his arms around Kanda's waist instead. apparently Lavi is as needy in the morning as he is at night... who could have guessed this about him]
Mmyeah.
[he says YEAH even though his actions say OTHERWISE. his hold on Kanda isn't annoyingly tight at least, just touchy in the way Lavi always is. it feels a little like a morning in scawwy, except they're both naked and in bed together... so not like a morning in scawwy actually. it's an entirely new thing, defined by the relationship they now have together, which if Lavi had to put a name to it... maybe it counts as being "together"? but that's a future lavi question lavi will get to muse when gojo and geto break into the dgm world to angrily interrogate him about his dating status with kanda. for now, he will very much enjoy fighting off the sleepies while his hair continues to be wild and free.]
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Predictably, Kanda huffs--but he doesn't shove Lavi off immediately, even though he's definitely way more awake than Lavi. Instead, he drops his hand down to Lavi's head, effectively flattening some of his hair. If he's having any similar thoughts about this moment, about what this is, what they are--it doesn't show on his face, or in his voice.]
I'm leaving in ten minutes.
[If Lavi's up and ready, he can come, otherwise Kanda will leave him behind, and Lavi can show up on his own time. It may seem merciless, but it's a far more generous warning than he would've given in the past, i.e. no warning at all beyond the slamming of the door as he left without a word,]
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he pushes himself up to sitting with one hand, the other still coiled loosely around Kanda. the expression on his face is still a little sleepy... but undeniably fond as he tilts his head and moves closer, brushing his lips over Kanda's,]
I'll get ready in five.
[surely they can spend the other five making out....]
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You don't have the energy to put on pants, but you have the energy for this?
[HE'S SO JUDGMENTAL]
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Lavi takes the opportunity that Kanda doesn't deny him by planting a kiss on those judgemental lips, hehehe. Usually he'd engage in a little back and forth with Kanda, but he only has (looks at hand) four minutes and forty-five seconds left? He's on the clock here!! He's going to get his kisses!!! (Unless Kanda shoves him off at the two minute mark but listen) He will NOT put on his pants until he absolutely has to!!!
He will also maybe not pay attention to his own mental clock the more he kisses Kanda, maybe time.... is a concept.... of little significance... compared to how soft and warm Kanda's lips are against his..... maybe these '5 minutes' will slide into six... seven.... eight..........]
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These are my thoughts and they will also probably be Lavi's thoughts because unfortunately...... even though Kanda likes kissing and is a willing participant here, he is already LATE for his daily routine, so as soon as ten minutes are up he shoves Lavi back and swings his legs off the bed to get up so he can leave
HOW DID HE TIME IT SO EXACTLY]
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Yuu...! [(pleading lavi voice) YUUuUUUuuuUUUUu] Just five more minutes, yeah?
[PLEASE!!!!!!]
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No.
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Ow.......
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It's chilly! Want me to warm you up?
[he won't stop Kanda from getting to his destination... but he cannot resist Contact the whole time!!! he's only human!!!!]
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That, and it's nice out here, by Kanda standards--quiet and still, in those gray early hours that happen before the romantic dawn. It keeps him mellow and content, in his own ways; unfortunately, a Kanda in a good mood is still a BULLY, so he huffs a laugh.]
You'll be plenty warm after I kick your ass. [KANDA IT'S TOO EARLY FOR THIS]
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As nice as that sounds —- [okay MASOCHIST] M’not going down without a real fight this time. Not when a kiss is on the line.
[he wants kisses… he wants to WIN THE BET!!!!!]
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But he's taking it so seriously that the idea of winning and denying him is so tempting... it's sooooo tempting... WHAT'S THE POINT OF DATING IF HE DOESN'T GET TO BE MEAN TO LAVI FOR HIS OWN AMUSEMENT]
You'd better wake up faster, then. [Not that Kanda... holds back normally...... but this time he really won't]
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I woke up early so I could watch the sunrise with you....
[REMEMBER, KANDA??? REMEMBER???]
the way I got confused bc I was logged in as kaveh... locked out of my own post
[He was hoping Lavi forgot so they could get right into sparring......
(This is only half-true but it would've been funny)]
U BANNED URSELF ig kaveh and lavi know each other in the superhell mg universe
Lavi presses a half-amused, half=placating kiss on the side of Kanda's head.... there there you big BABY!!!!]
You can kick my ass after!
[but first, sunrise rights.....]
THEY REALLY DO unless scara destroyed sumeru and kaveh is dead
Either way, he stops bitching for now; once they're out far enough away from the town, he'll actually let Lavi pull ahead and pick a good spot for them, since it doesn't really matter to him where they sit. GO ON LAVI]
STOP I WILL SAVE KAVEH
One of the locals said they're real pretty when they're in bloom. Said that they even put roses to shame.
[though at the moment they're just closed, but Lavi has a wild imagination for a reason,]
LMFKJHDG he's just stuck in the roller coaster dimension forever
No I'm kidding. He just follows Lavi through the field, sitting down beside Lavi once he chooses the spot he likes. It's quiet out here, enough that Kanda feels comfortable putting Mugen down beside him and leaning back on his hand instead.
He glances over when Lavi speaks up, looking at the bud in his hand before he turns his gaze back to the horizon.]
They're musk-mallows. [His random knowledge strikes again] It's probably too early for them.
NOOOOO
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