[catchall] Aventurine

[sixillusions]

(you voice) I love the mean ones

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[tactic]

No reason. I trade letters with Lavi sometimes. He worries about you too.

[ Doxxes Lavi, i guess except we all knew this. ]

[sixillusions]

[Makes a face again, but this one is (general)]

I'm not writing him back. I already told him what mattered.

[Which was to get over here!!! Even though originally he asked because he wanted Lavi to look at the runes and that's not an issue anymore... it doesn't matter because now it's a personal desire and he will never admit that. But it did, admittedly, sting to have about 5 seconds of hoping one single thing would be okay just to find out it was fake.]

[tactic]

I'm not here to tell you to write him back. I know what a pointless endeavor that would be.

[ He's just chilling... Lounging on this bed. ]

He's working hard on the other side.

[sixillusions]

[At that, his jaw tightens, and he looks away--out the window, which shows only a dark, quiet forest. He doesn't really care if the other side would do better with Lavi over there. He isn't mature and selfless enough for that.]

They could've done better if they weren't so soft-hearted.

[OOCly they need people for trial and endgame, but Kanda doesn't know that, so he's irritated--about Ashlyn being left alive, about their numbers not being in the right place, all of it. About how long ago he wrote Lavi, how frustrating it was to be unable to speak freely with him on Wednesday, and each day he's woken up to see Lavi still in danger. All of it has built on the restlessness he's felt since finding out he couldn't do anything but sit around and wait to die, compounded by the events of the house--of even failing to save Kate, despite how hard he'd tried.]